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Spock, Superman, and Hermoine

These pop icons were role models for me; someone who always felt different from others. Spock taught me to be logical, and that human behavior can be rational if you factor in emotions. Superman taught me that even if you must hide who you really are, you can still do good in the world. And…

To the Warrior I Dated: a Treatise of Love and Apology

Sometimes we have to examine our intentions to understand our behavior I'm on my apology tour to cleanse my soul and figured it was appropriate to acknowledge your impact on my life. I still love you a great deal and think highly of you even under the scope of my scrutinizing hindsight. But I think…

Pity Party! – Throwing a Rager of Regrets

This is the continuation of my Pity Party I threw and now it's turned into a rager of remorse and regret. There's a lot more tricky trauma here so trigger warning for sexual abuse of a minor, drug abuse, domestic violence and natural disasters. The Gravity Well I’ve often said that Oklahoma is like a…

You Are Cordially Invited to My Pity Party!

So, I wanted to throw a pity party for myself to purge all this vitriol I've accumulated throughout my life. I've been trying to process a lot of trauma and abuse I've endured while drowning in guilt and shame for the choices I've made. If you'd like to get to know the real me better,…